my life - my choice - my destiny

choices - the luxury of life? changes - is it an option?

Saturday, May 29, 2004

i am one angry person now!

i din't say i made a gd decision.. why do you wan to come question mi whether i think it was a wise decision i made.. jus leave me alone.. how many times have i questioned myself on the same 1 decision that practically wash everything i fight so hard for away.. jus becoz of 1 stupid word! FUCK!

Friday, May 28, 2004

No 1 Slimming!

forget abt workouts.. forget abt slimming pills.. forget abt dieting.. tell ya wat.. barly one mth in a full-of-frastration-everyday-bombardard-w-10-URGENT-stuff-at-the-same-second-which-you-noe-nuts company, thrown in a 2day MC.. that's will give a perm 3kg lost.. trust mi.. interested in my job? anybody?

blar blar blar

sometimes you noe things can't b help.. sometimes you wanna help.. but *ouch my super-big-ulcer hurts* ouch ouch ouch....

i understand

wanted so much to scream NOBODY UNDERSTANDS!!.. but wait.. that's not true.. n that's not the worse.. worse is you can't share it w the one who understands truly.. ..

mobile frustration

who the hell still call her ex of 3yrs.. izzit 3 or 4 or 2.. i dunno.. WHILE trying to call her dad... !!! blame it on their mobile numbers.. basically 7 out of 8 numbers are the same so izzit my fault!!! URGHH...

i need no body

noe wat.. i dun even need a shrink.. i can b one to myself..

Friday, May 21, 2004

empowerment!

this used to be just a point in my management lecture.. now it is so got damn real.. n i'm lacking in that..!!

Monday, May 17, 2004

which one?

when one is physically tired.. you can go on if your mind pushes you..
when one is mentally tired.. you can go for a workout.. chill out..
when you dunno which is which.. you're jus dead..

Thursday, May 13, 2004

this is good!

blogger.. anytime.. anywhere..
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big dilemma!

i spent a whole 20mins bloggging.. then i deleted it.. y? coz i wanna write it for some eyes that understand.. yet i dun wan that same eyes to see.. i wonder if he still bothers to see.. does it matter?

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

nice surprises!

a birthday reflection.. i certainly feel blessed.. thou birthday hav become a source of depression in recent years.. its nice to know that your friends care and remembers.. usually with the public holiday and weekend.. i had a 3-day celebration.... was a great thing in helping me re-FEEL.. anyway i want this day to mark the start of quarter-life but the end of the crisis.. wish me luck!