disappearing act..

i did those disappearing act again.. its required once in a while (happening v often these days) to keep mi going in life.. however i'm suffering the consequences now..

but i do feel better.. it may b fr tt or my endless need of alcohol (i was jus told tt i've drank away some S$2k since SEP'04 till today) WOW! i cld actually drink myself POOR..*gulp* or was it the cleasing of my tear glens..