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Tuesday, February 08, 2005

bye bye.. monkey year!

last b/f of the year - 2 tinee weeny kosong pratas that barely fill the corner of my stomach n yuan yang (coffee n tea mixed)..

sigh.. oh well.. tis is blogging for the sake of blogging.. jus bored.. due to head back to my hometown.. (eh.. more of my parents hometown in msia..) still yet to pack.. no new clothes to pack anyway.. cant wear my new Kayano too.. dun wanna dirty it.. =P

cant imagine the reunion dina is tonite.. no festive mood at all.. (oh.. but somebody jus call to wish mi happy new yr.. hee.. he dun hav to.. be it personal or biz.. its nice..)

20 over years of the same procedure.. alot hav changed.. cousins hav grown up.. which means i hav grown too.. (u noe ppl always say looking at kids grow tell u have aged.. sad but true..) so over the years.. tis serves as a yearly reminder.. not that i needed that.. but it isnt an option.. (btw my sis n i are the oldest at my maternal side n the next nearest is 7yrs younger.. i tink the youngest is abt 5yr old?? i dunno.. i've long lost track or rather i dun wanna keep track anymore..)

n ya.. i'm already receiving ang pao from 2 of the only 3 cousins older than mi (paternal side)..

oh boy.. i'm really glad my parents n relatives r not those that pressure u abt getting married n stuffs.. actually i wish i were.. but currently i noe my reasons r WRG.. (u noe.. jus an escape..) so not likely in the near future.. anyway i've yet to play enuff..

the long deafening sound of red fire crakers due 13hrs away.. that will mark the new year whether u feel it or not..

Here's wishing everybody:

新年快乐!事事顺心!