the power underestimated by so many..

for as long as i rem..(mayb i had.. but all i rem was jus asking for rewards but nvr getting them..) last sat was the day i receive my first reward for studies.. i din put in much effort.. i din ask for any reward tis time.. i din study it so that we'll b useful in life(at least not at tis level..) i din tink it was a difficult ting.. i jus do it as an interest.. i hold it as a ting that give mi energy to go on..

it wasnt exactly a happy moment.. but not anymore after i c it.. =)

i'll always rem.. i'll always use it to spur me on.. i'll always take it w mi for the big days(at least for tis year)..

but come to tink of it:
reward motivation n motivated by gifts of achievement is probably 2 different things.. so in my case it shd b the latter..
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still considering abt Euthanasia..