i'm losing gray matter

shit mann.. tis is real bad..

• hav u ever.. take the wallet in ur hand.. went up the bus n jus sit down.. forgetting totally abt scanning the ez-link.. 'till the driver call u..
  i jus did tis morn.. n its not the first time..


• hav u ever.. ON the comp in adv.. then walk away.. came back n 'ON' the comp again (forgetting that u already did) coz the screen is black..
  i jus did.. again!.. for dunno how many times already..


• hav u ever.. open ur mouth to tok n realised that u forget wat u wanna say..
  it always happen to mi..


• hav u ever.. tried writing down note n reminders to remind yourself.. n u forget to check or you forget where u wrote them..
  this is also an everyday affair..


• hav u ever.. clease ur face n forget all abt the step2 & step3 of toning n mosturising
  OR stare at the toner n moisturiser n wondered if u had already clease ur face..
  i did that tis morn too..


• hav u ever.. took a msg on the phone n forget abt it totally the second you put down the handset..
  i've been thru that so many times..


• hav u ever.. listen to orders of a customer.. n b4 u cld write it down.. u clean forgotten them..
  i had to ask customers to repeat so many times.. or jus assume.. both way i wld get into trouble anyway.. jus a matter of luck..

there r so much more incidents which i cant recall now.. i really think my 'gray matter' is rotting away.. tis is really really bad..