the total giveaway - body language..

well i guess my facial expression n body language is always a givaway.. i noe it all along.. i wanna chg it to prevent more disadvantages.. esp in biz sense.. but its jus so difficult for mi.. imagine i cant even lie properly in front of my parents(i wasnt a gd kid.. but i dunno when i lost that ability)..

how to do it in hostile biz world against i-have-seen-it-all-and-i-am-hungry-for-sales salesman..?? i guess my conversation w the salesman bring out the fact it is a very disatrous thing.. yet i'm helpless..

anyway my inexperience - all written on my face was wat they worked on to their advantage..

but i guess today.. having shot out the sentence (i suppose every person who think the outside world w bosses breathing down their neck r cruel wld have thought of..)

"You r V Lucky to b able to work for your family.. u dunno the pressure we faced outside.."

HAHA.. as usual this type of remark is a big slap on my face.. but i guess he also sense the agony n helplessness in my expression n voice (when i told him straight in the face i've been out there b4.. n i noe.. its much easier.. oh well its definitely different..

"different lah.." i repeated.. that he chged his strategy (or mayb i jus hope he noticed.. i cant say for sure).. n not conquer on the fact that i was some lucky sheltered inexperience kid..

real or optimism?.. i dunno.. neither do i care..