last climb of the mth..

k.. i've did it.. tis mth i re-re-re-re-started (for the dunno how many time) my rock climbing on a regular mode - twice a week.. managed to clock 8times tis mth.. which means its <$6 x 7 + TP x 1 = $42> *gulp*

had alot of new ppl joining n trying it out also.. first was my cousin who started like 2wks bac.. next followed by 3 of my old frens after the topic was started at a late nite supper/drink..

i suppose its their first go at it today.. its quite nice that climbasia wasnt too crowded today.. n i guess they probably enjoyed the climb.. ehh.. they better enjoy it!!.. hahah.. coz i paid $6 n i was belaying most of the time.. (hmm.. but for old frens.. no prob at all lah.. hee..)

at least my form was pretty ok today.. noe wat!! i moved to tile23 of e 6A route finally!!.. (one move that i have been doing n trying so many times since i re-started..) well not the full route was done but at least its something.. on top of that did most parts of 3routes (considering that i dun even touch on 1route at times..) that is something also..

could it be becoz i din climb much today?!.. BUT.. i ALWAYS din climb much.. well.. anyway.. although it wasnt much of an achievement.. i'm taking it ez so that i dun get too demorise over it again.. n stop again..

the worse part is.. these days my mental r not so strong anymore.. fear also play a stoopid part.. sigh.. when i first started climbing 8.5yrs ago.. i had the "i-can-do-it! mentality" whenever i climb.. n wat is fear? but these day every second.. e mind is telling u "cannot lah.. no strength.. no grip.. n ay.. like v high leh..) fuck mann.. u move a little bit higher n u have that height fear set in.. n the ting is the max height for bouldering is only abt 3metres? like that how to do lead climb?!..

i must definitely keep to tis routine.. i wonder wat's gonna happen during the CNY break.. that will b like 1wk w/o climb.. i hope its not gonna hav much impact.. i NEED to maintain n improve..