all my time

i'm now spending all my spare time sleep time relaxing time writing out n sorting out Jap Vocab, Verb, Noun, Adj, Conjunctions into sets for easy memorising..

now the motivation comes from spending so much time on it.. sigh.. n i'm toking abt ALOT of time..

another stoopid thing i cannot get over is.. when i went bali.. while having dina one day.. my bf(fluent in jap) tok to a waitress(local-indonesian) n a tour agent(local-indonesian too) in jap.. n bcoz neither can i fully understand nor speak a proper jap sentence in sync with my thought process.. i jus sat there eating my dina quietly.. while they jus rattle off..

its like SO MANY ppl down there speak japanese.. sigh..